Blog Articles About Life

In Which I am the Cat Toy of the Universe: A Story of Calamity

Updated December 18, 2022 I once developed a theory of how life works. In this theory, the universe is a cat and we are its toy. It makes perfect sense. You know how there are times where it feels that every time you try to get up, you get knocked down again? Am I the…

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Once More with Feeling

I’ve tried, I really have. Done my best, followed all the rules, done what everyone do and while they manage to nourish life and growth, I bring death and destruction. I confess. I have committed serial herbicide. It wasn’t supposed to happen – I don’t mean to. Every time I get a new plant, I…

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7 Things

A while back, Laurie tagged me in the “7 things” meme and much as I like the theoretical idea of this one, my reaction was more along the lines of “seriously? How do I do this?”. I’ve been blogging for 3 1/2 years and there are few corners of my psyche that I haven’t already…

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In Summary

The other day, I was having conversation with a friend – you know the kind (the conversation, that is, not the friend) – the kind that takes place late at night when it’s dark outside, your shields are down, making you get all deep and philosophical. Great fun, but it makes you think for days….

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It’s All Gravy: Thoughts on a Small Life

Updated December 20, 2022 There is no happiness. There is only moments of happiness – Portuguese saying (allegedly) For most of my life, the transition to a new year has been hard. Caught up in the hype of endings and beginnings, I’d invariably find fault with my life, usually some variant of waiting for my…

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Everything

Updated June 21, 2020 In December of 2004, I looked into the abyss and the abyss looked back. It’s hard to write about this — doing so with any emotional truth means going back to a place I’d rather never feel again — but there’s something I’ve wanted to say for a long time and…

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